I need time for myself, before the day ends. I grab a jumper, leave the house and walk through the back fence, across the road, past the motel, through the dirt-packed carpark, and up the sandy track. As I reach the top of the track, I pay attention as the sea is revealed in front of me. The banksia canopy peels away, the track bends, stones cut at my feet, and the sky breaks through the boughs and melts into the water. This is the moment I ache for when I'm away. This point, at the top of my beach track, when the ocean appears. My track. My beach. My ocean. My home. It's late. The sun has dipped below the trees behind me, leaving the sand in shadows. The light still plays further out, on the water, but the sky is lilac, faded blue, and silver. There's not much time left in the day but that is the time that I need. I sit in the dunes, in the still warm sand and run my fingers through it. As I dig I already know that deeper down it's cold and damp, and the white gives wa...